sickofbeing

I am a disabled mid 50 year old male podiatrist. I have a great deal of formal didactic information and extensive clinical experience. I am married, for the second time, going on 16 years. I am not happy with my life and I hold myself responsible for the mental and spiritual dearth of hope I feel. Physically, I am ill, for which I do not feel responsible. The medications I consume cause me to write like a 7th grader. I will attempt to blog my thoughts daily.